Sunday, June 14, 2026

The Impossible Happened

 Today was 90 degrees! That's actually quite rare in this town. We have probably 2 days a year here that gets up to 90 degrees. Maybe 3 in a bad year. Well, those days I don't like to spend too long outside. I didn't think my neighbors were home. I seriously didn't. I never know if they are there or not, and really have no interest. I don't look for, nor wait for, them. I have no reason to, they aren't my friends. I only tolerate them. One person in that household is nice, but the other two, I have nothing to do with at all. I barely like the nice one in fact. She's nice, but she looks at me like I'm a bug that needs to be squashed because I called her sister a liar when she once again accused Ele of attacking their dog Scooby. I stand by that though, and what happened today proves I was right and they were wrong.

Today Rosie, the nicer of the three who live in that house, brought Scooby out while I was out there with Ele. Well, Ele saw Scooby and approached him, and guess what. She didn't attack him!!! I knew that dyky woman was lying. I came inside and I had to laugh at that whole thing! But I walked up to Rosie and said "See, she wasn't going to hurt him!" Sure enough she didn't. Rosie didn't respond to me at all, but that's OK. I totally believe the only reason the neighbors said that about Ele is because King Dyke has some kind of personal problems she hasn't been able to deal with. So she takes those problems out on an innocent dog. Katrina said, when I told her, the neighbors should apologize to me now. I told her "Yes they should but I'm not going to hold my breath, because they are leftists." Leftists never think they do wrong. So, they never think they should apologize.

These neighbors used to be nice when they first moved in. We used to say hello, sometimes chat for short periods. I'm not one to force myself on anyone, so I never went to their apartment to sit with them like I did my other friends, but I thought we were getting along OK with the neighbors. Then that King Dyke moved in. Never seen her before. But she just seemed to have it out for Ele from the moment she moved here. I think she's just a big troublemaker. Like all dykes. That's why I don't like the so-called "non binary" people, which I still don't believe exists. But I wish that King Dyke had never moved in there. I never mentioned anything about "non binaries" around her. So, I know she is not against something I've done! That's just a guess because she looks like one of those "they/thems". I don't know if she really identifies as "non binary". But no matter. I still wish she hadn't moved here. Just like all leftists, she's turning the neighbors against us. She's almost as bad as what Obama did to this country!

Well, whether she wants to admit it or not, now I have proof Ele never would have hurt Scooby. I never believed that for a minute. I did have to ask the first time they brought it up to me that Ele attacked their dog. But even then, I don't think I got a straight answer from them. 

Wednesday, June 10, 2026

Karmelo Anthony Guilty!!!

 YES!!!!!! I knew this would happen! Karmelo Anthony has been convicted of killing Austin Metcalf last year, and will serve a harsh 35-year sentence! Thank GOD!!! Thank you LORD!!! Austin was just an innocent teenager protecting his group by asking a stranger to sit somewhere else, but not under his group's tent. We finally got our justice system back! YEA!!!! Hopefully, this will be an example for all blacks who think they are above the law! They should all know now we are not going to take anymore shit from them. At least, those of us who believe in the law! Now, the blacks are threatening to cause more ruckus like they did in 2020 after that phony-bull-oney George Floyd killed himself! It did not make me respect black people any better. In fact, I can tell you, it made my feelings toward them even worse.

Black people don't like to be racially profiled. But they have never done anything to prove they don't deserve racial profiling. Especially the leftist blacks, they are the most unbearable kind! Though I do like black conservatives. But black conservatives do not stand up for black criminals. Black conservatives would never kill an innocent teenager. And Karmelo went to that game just looking for trouble. Why else would he have a knife in his pocket at a football game??? The undeniable evidence was there! When Austin Metcalf asked him to leave his team's tent, Karmelo challenged him, "Touch me and see what happens!" Those are fighting words if I ever heard them! Instead of leaving, Karmelo took his knife out and stabbed Austin in the chest! After that, he ran away, like a typical coward! Austin laid there dying in his twin brother's arms. It's awful just to think of! But thank GOD the police were there and caught Karmelo Anthony within minutes.

I kept up with the trial on social media. Particularly YouTube. Some conservatives I like and are subscribed to talked about it to the bitter end. After the trial was over, this was what Karmelo Anthony's face looked like...

This was posted by some stupid black chick. She's only right about one thing, Karmelo Anthony is a baby! A big dope of a crybaby! No, I don't feel sorry for him, and yes he did deserve that! He's going to have the next 35 years to think about what he did, and hopefully he will say to himself "Man! I wish I hadn't done that!" He got off lucky! If I were the judge in this case, I'd have put Karmelo to death!

Now of course, the black leftards are plenty pissed off about this, as you can see in this post. But, fuck them! This kid is a criminal, and nothing good was ever going to come out of him. That's why I hate black leftists (thus ALL leftists). They would have let Karmelo go because of his skin color, and now they say they want to do the George Floyd thing again because he got arrested and will be put in prison. And leftists want me to feel sorry for criminals???? Shit! Fuck that! I have NO empathy at all for criminals. Karmelo did not need to stab Austin! He just did it because he's weak! He could not handle being told to leave a tent he didn't belong in, so he stabbed Austin. It was NOT self-defense. It was premeditated murder! I heard Austin did not put his hands on Karmelo. He just asked him to leave their tent.

But black leftists think if you aren't against Karmelo going to prison, you are RaCiSt. That's the same shit they always use, and I am sick of it. Remember Jasmine Crockett? And Letitia James? They all griped and wanted people to take accountability for criminal actions when they thought Trump was committing them. But now we have proof a black boy killed a white boy he had no business killing, and all of a sudden now, taking accountability is "rAcIsT". That's the game these dumb black leftists play, and it got old 10 years ago! I'm glad the judge did not worry about what the black leftists are going to say. I'm very glad! We need EVERY judge in the country to be like that. But I also think for cases like this, where someone takes another person's life, we need to bring back the death penalty.

Another thing that is unfair is Karmelo's family can always visit him in prison. They still get to talk to him, and tell him they love him. And he can hear it and respond. But Austin's family can only visit him at his grave, they can talk to him, but he'll never respond to them again. That's what is especially sad. That is also why I think Karmelo should get the death penalty, as opposed to 35 years. Karmelo's family should have brought him up to be a better person. I believe, and have always believed, the punishment should fit the crime. Someone lost their life. And it's only fair the one who took the life should meet the same fate.

If I had taken another person's life, and had been planning it for even a few minutes, I'd expect to get the death penalty. I'd be fine with it. But that's why I would never take another person's life. I may not like people, but I'd never want to hurt anyone. To me, that is wrong! And anyone who thinks Karmelo was justified is just as much to blame for the crime as he was.

I saw a meme yesterday that had a picture of a guy who is supposedly a reverend. He said "If you are OK with Karmelo Anthony's verdict, then don't you dare celebrate Juneteenth!" I laughed and said "Fine with me! I would never celebrate that day anyway cuz all leftist black people have done since they got the damn holiday is loot, rape and kill each other. And I would not want to participate in that!"

Thursday, June 4, 2026

Post Office Drama

 Well, as I mentioned in my last post, I ordered some birds this past week. So, I went to the post office to pick them up. When I got there, I noticed there was this dog that was pretty tightly tied to a pole. He seemed lonely, so I approached him. The dog seemed sweet. I started talking to him gently, I held my hand out, like I always do with dogs, and when I did, the dog laid down flat on the ground. Almost like he was trying to tell me to go away, but he was also whining and got excited when I spoke to him. It was a black and white dog, looked kinda like a mixed pit bull. It wasn't stocky like a pit, but it had a pit bull-like face. The body was long and slender, kinda like a greyhound. I didn't think there was any harm in just talking to the dog. But when I held out my hand, this little guy thundered out of the doors of the post office and started shouting at me "Hey! Don't touch my dog!"

I just looked at him, then I looked at the dog. The dog had a look on his face like he was saying "I tried to warn you!" The man kept yelling and yelling about my approaching his dog, saying "That's un-fucking-respectable and RUDE!" I said to him "It's not rude." Then he goes on and on, "you don't walk up to a dog and just touch it without asking, Jesus Christ! That's disrespectful!" I told him I wasn't going to hurt his dog and he said "I don't care you don't touch other peoples' dogs without asking them that's fucking disrespectful! ANYBODY knows that!" I said I never seen anyone get so bent out of shape because someone wanted to pet their dog. I could definitely understand it if someone came up to his dog and kicked it right off. Then I'd have seen his way. But I didn't. All I did was talk to the dog, and reach out my hand. He was calling me names, so I called him a dumbass. I stopped myself the first time I was going to say that, cuz I didn't know this idiot and I didn't want it to carry on and on. But then he said "Yeah! Call me something! Go ahead and say it!" That was when I blurted out "Dumb ass!"

Granted, I could have just walked by the dog. But I didn't think it'd hurt anything to give the dog a little rub between his ears or something. I will tell you now, I don't need to pet anyone else's dogs! I have 3 living with me now (2 of which are mine). And I don't even like pit bulls that much. I was simply trying to be nice. I let people pet my dogs all the time. One of them is even a service animal. But this dog was not a service animal at all. If it was, it wouldn't have been tied to a pole. It would have been with him. This guy was a damn weirdo! He kept talking to himself. And loudly too. He was so loud, he almost got the both of us kicked out of the building.

I was looking out the window while standing in line, behind this crazy dude. I saw another guy outside actually bending down to pet his dog. I turned to him and said "Hey dude, someone else is out there petting your dog." He answered "Yeah and I'll tell him not to, too." I waited for a minute before going on with him. Then I said "I don't see you doing anything!" He said "I will when I get out there!" But he never did. I just stood there laughing at him. I don't know who this guy was, I'd never seen him before. But I think he was a homeless man, probably from Portland. Maybe that dog was the only friend he has in the world. He sure was mean! He reminded me a lot of that F-bomb guy I used to see at the fairgrounds. I always wonder why every time I go out alone, I always meet the degenerates in this town? I don't look for them, but I seem to run into them all the time.

Well, thankfully he left and didn't say another word to me. And I was not about to let him ruin my day! I had birds now to think about. So, I picked them up and brought them home. There was only one casualty, and I emailed the company about it. But I ordered a male-female couple of blue faced parrot finches, and I got one red-faced male and a blue-faced female! How the hell did that happen??? LOL! I wish if they were going to give me a red-faced male that they also would have given me a red-faced female too. Now I have to get a female for the red-faced male and a male for the blue-faced female!

What Leftists Don't Understand

 This was a subject brought up in a website I frequent. Kindof like a giant forum. The question is "What do liberals not understand about Trump supporters". This response was from a guy whose name is Tommy Holland. I kinda wanted to pick it apart. First of all, this dude admits to being left-leaning, which is very important to this story. He says he grew up in a small Tennessee town, a state known for it's majority republican citizenship. Tommy does not say anything I haven't heard before from leftists, I want to give my reaction based on my own experience with Trump supporters compared to leftists. No "whataboutisms", none of that. But speaking as someone who has actually been a leftist for most of her life, until quite recently, and from a small town herself, I think I can speak here for the majority of Trump supporters.

He starts off with this...

I KNOW his supporters and I know them WELL.

Just like I know leftists very well.

What liberals don’t understand is that Trump supporters are absolutely everything they suspect.

Likewise, leftists are everything Trump supporters say they are.

Liberals consistently give Trump crowd WAY too much credit. They try too hard to sympathize. Liberals say Trump supporters are mistreated and feel left out and so on. I’m here to tell you that’s all nonsense. 

There should be a "the" in that first sentence here. I've met a few nice liberals, but no nice leftists. And frankly, I never met a Trump supporter who cared what leftists feel about them. We just want you to leave us alone. And if you have a job to do, treat Trump supporters the same way you'd treat other leftists.

The truth is that Trump supporters really, truly are UNIMAGINABLY STUPID. I’m not kidding. I’m not being cruel. They are legitimately some of the dumbest, most ignorant people you will meet.

I literally hear this paragraph from leftists every other day! It's nothing new to us that leftists think we're "stupid". I think most of that coming from leftists though is projection. Leftists are so good at projecting, they don't even realize they're doing it themselves.

They know nothing outside of their small town. They frankly have zero business voting at all because they are incredibly irresponsible voters. 

Trump supporters are actually the MOST responsible voters! I've seen what leftist/progressive policies are doing to the rest of the world, and it is not good. Our goal is to keep America running smoothly. Leftist's goal is to destroy American culture.

They don’t understand basic economics.

If he's talking about the prices of everything now, that is not Trump's fault. It's Biden's.

They don’t know where other states are located, much less other countries.

I recently saw a video of someone who did interviews with leftist college students, and when asked to find Iran on a map, the leftists couldn't find it. Trump supporters they talked to found it very easily!

They tend to be embarrassingly and unapologetically racist and homophobic. 

I know what leftists call "racist" and "homophobic", and their point of view on that kind of thing does not matter! Most of the things leftists think are "racist" or "homophobic" are not racist and homophobic, it's just the whole truth.

They adore Fox News

LOL! Even Trump doesn't like FOX News!!!

they go to church but have never read the Bible.

Admittedly, I don't know the Bible by heart. I know the 10 commandments, though not in order. I know the Psalms chapters. Everything else, I look up randomly when I need answers.

They don’t understand how the electoral college functions. I’m very serious about this.

Neither do leftists. In fact, you leftists wanted to abolish the electoral college for no other reason than Trump won, and Hillary didn't.

These are absolutely deplorable people. And Hillary Clinton was right to say so- the Clintons from Arkansas know these people well.

Hillary Clinton can go fuck herself. A lot of her colleagues are a lot worse than Trump.

You know why these complete idiots love Trump? Because Trump says stupid, bonehead, cruel, ugly things and they LOVE it.

Uuuh, that ain't why I love Trump. I first got to like Trump in 2017, seeing how he ran the country then, and him keeping the majority of his promises. As for the "stupid, bonehead, cruel, ugly things" Trump ain't no worse than any other politician! And you know it too! You just don't want to admit it.

That’s all, folks. There’s no reasoning with these people.

I'm sure every time you have tried "reasoning" with Trump supporters, you blew your top! When people start yelling is when they know they have no real argument. That's also where we are going to stop listening.

They are racist, cruel, mean dummies. And Trump knows this so he says stupid things and of course his followers love it.

From this sentence alone, I can tell Tommy boy here has never really spoken to many Trump supporters. I can tell you, in the relatively few years I have been a right-winger, the friendliest people I've ever met have been Trump supporters. You leftists, you lose your shit if we wear a damn hat just because you disagree with it. And I know you leftists did not perpetuate that by yourselves. Obama did that to you! And that's not even "racist" to say. It's the truth. Again, you know it too. You just don't want to admit it.

It’s not hard to manipulate people who are so angry and stupid.

We only get angry because you leftists are so stupid. You people get angry because we refuse to call a man in a dress a "she".

And they are a surprisingly reliable voting bloc. They ALWAYS vote- quite the opposite of the left, which one has to BEG to get them to vote. 

That's a lie, and he knows it. I've known a lot of leftists, every one of them voted. But even if they didn't, I guess that's a lucky thing for those of us who do not want to see America fall.

And so there’s a huge voting bloc that is super reliable that is incredibly stupid and loves casual cruelty to minorities and “undesirables”? 

Here we go with this shit again! ALL leftists think just because we don't want illegal immigrants here, we MUST hate minorities!! Like every other leftist hasn't believed that before. This kid is in an echo chamber! And he's doing a great job of playing back those echoes like a good little leftist.

Why not take advantage of them? That’s exactly what Trump has done. It was easy as pie.

If it's so easy, why do you leftists always turn and walk away when we practically own you?

I grew up with these people, it’s really not hard.

You may have grown up with them, but it sounds like that's all you did. You paid no attention to what they are really like.

And BTW, I looked up when FOX News supposedly admitted they lie all the time. That's a favorite argument of the leftists when it comes to FOX News. They love to say "FOX News admitted they don't tell the truth". I decided one day to look that up, and the truth is FOX News NEVER said that! All they said was the Greg Gutfield, and Jesse Waters shows were strictly for entertainment purposes. That is not like saying they lied. And the same can be said for The View on ABC. Their show is for nothing but entertainment too. Even though they will tell you they get their information from actual, reliable sources. But back in 2015, one of the hosts of that show actually told Trump that they were being paid to say bad things about him. Then, they try to pass that off as facts. Everything they say about Trump, especially Sunny Hostin and Joy Behar, is just their opinions. Not facts, opinions! And Whoopi Goldberg just flat-out lies.

This morning, I heard Trump may have had a mini stroke. I hope he is OK. I'll be adding a special prayer for his well-being today. I'm also excited because I am expecting more birds to arrive today. I cannot wait till they get here!

Wednesday, June 3, 2026

Bring Back Bullying?

 I saw a video about this this morning. Some chick was talking into her camera saying that we need to bring back bullying. I dunno about that. I hate bullies. I generally don't like people who harass others for fun. But I do agree with her example, when she said "What do you mean you're a dog?" and "What do you mean you're a cat?" That is silly! Now, I used to know kids that went to middle school and high school with me, and some of them acted like dogs and cats. I'd often hear them meow and bark. I never said anything, because I just assumed that was a part of their personality. This was back in the 1980s though. It was rare to find someone who wanted to be an animal. Though I must admit, being a lemur might be a lot of fun! But I am not a lemur. I just like them. I never told those kids who barked and meowed around me about that because I figured they wouldn't be smart enough to know what a lemur is. The Madagascar movie was not out yet back then.

Back in the 80s, I knew a few gays, one person who genuinely had gender dysphoria, all on top of those kids who would bark like dogs and meow like cats. Back then, that was unusual. There were drag queens, but they mostly just performed in night clubs. I believed that one person I knew who had gender dysphoria, because it wasn't socially accepted then. Who is going to actually admit something like that when it's not widely accepted? These days, people would shit on you for saying you don't like trannies before they'd do anything to you for saying you don't like their family. Of course, back then they were called transvestites. The words "gender dysphoria" did not exist then. But the fact nowadays people get viciously angry at anyone for telling a trans-"woman" he's not really a woman, has caused it to become socially acceptable, to a fault. That's why there are so many fake trans people today. That's why I have a tough time believing anyone today when they tell me they have gender dysphoria. More often, they are just grown men (or women) who don't want to stop being babied!

I heard this woman mention Back to the Future, where Michael J. Fox's character was bullied. I never saw that movie, but the woman said the bully turned out to be the hero in that movie. There's a lot of downsides to bullying as well. I was bullied in school as a child. It taught me nothing but to hate people. I was slightly chunky in middle school, but the bullies went around acting like I was carrying 3000 lbs in my belly!!!! But I also remember in 3rd grade being called "skinny" by the same kids who later called me "fat". And I didn't do anything to deserve any of that. I mostly just stayed away from kids that I knew did not like me, and didn't want to talk to anyone until I was positive they were harmless. That rarely happened. My suspicions about most of the kids in that school were spot on! But there were also kids I semi-trusted, and would hang out with them, for no other reason other than there was no one else I felt comfortable hanging around. But even one of those kids I put the slightest amount of trust in betrayed me once before. I never forgave her after that. Even though later on, I would forgive the person she used as a weapon against me.

Because of all that, I suck at trying to get along with people. I warn everyone beforehand that I am not a people-person. Some days I am OK with people. Other days I don't want to see any other person, except family, and I avoid them like the plague. Not because I hate them. But because I just don't want to see other people at that moment. I need a break from them. No matter how much I may like said person. That's what bullying did to me. If you're going to bring back bullying, I must say be very careful that the bullied person doesn't start acting like me. And I've seen some bullied kids get even worse. Some of them become mass killers. I haven't gotten that far, which surprises me a great deal! I think part of the reason I'm not a serial killer is because I take out a lot of my anger in my stories. Back to School, with Lisa and Davy, is one such story. The story is partially based on actual events. I even use real names and likenesses of the students who bullied me in that school. Some of the story is made up, like I was never dragged into the woods and raped by those boys. I just put that in the story for dramatic purposes. I needed to give Lisa's father a good reason to confront those kids for the sake of the story. But Carlos and them throwing rocks and other objects at me, not to play with, but just to bully me with, that was true. And I just never understood why.

That's why I hate bullies. And I see all people as enemies until they prove otherwise. Even then, it's a hit or miss. I may know someone for several years and never once notice any red flags, until that one incident. And once that trust is lost, it's almost impossible to give back. I'm always going to suspect them of conniving against me. That's even happened recently with people I thought were friends and supposedly more mature. And after that last time, I said I was never going to trust strangers again, and now I try to be more distant. So, if you're going to allow bullying again, be VERY careful!!!

Now, I'm not talking about the kind of bullying leftists consider to be bullying. Like telling a man in a dress he's not a woman. That's not even bullying. That's just giving the dude in the dress the facts, and I think that should be done. I mean bullying like kids who are shy and generally don't like people very much, like me. You see a child like that, if you don't have anything nice to say, then don't say anything at all. To the shy kid who endures those kind of bullies every day, don't worry. The right person will come along. I believe GOD puts the right people in our lives when the time is needed. If they're really good people, they will like you no matter what. But not all friendships are meant to last. I believe GOD keeps the people we need in our lives also for as long as we need them. Once HE feels we can get along without them, then they are meant to leave us. That's why I no longer feel anything when I lose a friend, or stop hearing from them. I just figure GOD feels I can do without them. If they are meant to come back into our lives, then they will.

I've had the right person come into my life when it was needed, and then disappear as mysteriously as they came into my life. I think that's what happened with me and Jennifer K. I met her when I was going to the voc school. She was there for me when I needed someone. And then suddenly one day, I called her and never heard back from her again. No explanation, no reason, no nothing. It was like the Earth just opened up and swallowed her. But for 3 years, she was my very best buddy. I got to like her, and trust her a lot. I even liked the guy she was dating, Dirk. Nice fellow, and he was in a band. I was kinda thinking if his band got bigger, maybe I could hear from them again. Jennifer was kinda serious about marrying Dirk. But I haven't even heard of his band since then. If Jennifer ever told me the name of his band, it's long since been forgotten. I thought if I could find Dirk again, maybe I can get back in touch with Jennifer. But I guess not. Like I said, I think she was just in my life as long as GOD felt I needed her. Oh well. HE sets the rules. I don't.

Monday, June 1, 2026

This Is Not "Pride Month"

 I stopped celebrating "pride month" long ago. Not that I have any problems with gays. As long as they are classy individuals, like Dave Rubin...

He's gay, but it's not all he talks about himself. He's got class, he dresses nicely, he doesn't cuss around, he doesn't say stupid shit to other people, and doesn't hate anyone. I like him. He's actually one of my favorite podcasters. He always makes very valid points. One thing he does not really do, I've never seen him bare himself to the world and participate in pride parades. Those are the kind of gays I don't like. But I don't like seeing humans bare naked in public anyways. Gay pride events are always centered around sexual acts, and there are some very sick people, who are parents, and want to expose their children to that shit! I wouldn't! I don't think kids under a certain age should be exposed to sexual acts. Taking kids to Sesame Land is one thing, exposing them to different kinds of whatever kind of creatures they call their characters now.

I don't go for any of this stuff, like allowing drag queens to have contact with kids. I remember a few years ago, I heard about a drag queen in a school, and they had where kids could go up and "hug a drag queen". If I saw that being practiced at my kids' schools, I'd have taken them out of that school right then. There ain't no drag queen pedophile that is going to get their hands on my children! Fuck that! I know drag is an art form, but there are people these days who do it to recruit kids into this LGBTQ bullshit. I would not want my child influenced in any way. I'd want my children to grow up learning the things they need to learn, like reading, writing, syphering, history. When I was in school, I never learned what the importance of history was. It wasn't until I became interested in politics that I learned the importance. But I'd want my children to learn real and honest history. Like, democrats are the real bigots, and do not have everyone's best interest at heart. I'd also teach my kids about all the lies the leftists spew about Donald Trump, and tell them not to listen to leftists, and why they always lie about him.

One of the main reasons is all over out there; the leftists are butthurt because they were so sure Kamala Harris was going to win the last election. There were leftists who even went out and ordered bottles of champaign to celebrate. One woman from TikTok even laughed and bragged about how the liquor store man, who voted for Trump, wasted his vote. This is why I agree with the Save America Act. Kamala Harris did not win, because NOBODY likes her!!! She's just an unlikable chap. Like I've said before, it'd be like me running for president. I'm not as well liked either. Imagine if I became president. Of course independents never get voted in. But at least I wouldn't run on lies like the democrats do. They either tell lies or break promises they make in their campaigns. That's why I lean more to the right. When I see how Kamala Harris is acting now, I really believe we did dodge a bullet.

Of course if I were president, I'd have gotten rid of all this LGBT bullshit and just let people be people. Even though I despise people. No pride parades! No gay flags everywhere! No exceptions to rules on certain peoples! Not even anymore "juneteenth" holiday. The world is not a child's room where they go to play house. The world is a serious place, where people try to make livings, buy and sell things, have families, and patrons like to be safe. I would never go for that "defunding the police" either. In fact, I'd demand the cities pay them more! They deserve it. You think Donald Trump is hated? Wait till I get into the Oval Office!! You won't have seen anything yet! I'm gonna be so hated, the leftists will wish DT was back in office again!!!! And I wouldn't even be a bit surprised if Donald Trump even got some letters of apology from leftists after they had a dose of me!

As for Juneteenth, I hated it that Biden ever allowed such a holiday in the first place. Last year, around that time, I was at a bird expo in Reno. I totally ignored the fact there was a Juneteenth. I forgot it even existed then! I had so much fun at that bird expo! It would not have been such a bad idea if only blacks did like Americans do for the 4th of July; have barbecues, play games with family, and generally do things that celebrate their freedom! But all they've done since they got the damn holiday is terrorize their neighbors, shoot more people, destroy the towns and cities they are in, harass white people, loot and steal, and even have killed other black people. That is why I feel black people are not ready to have their own holiday in this country. They are overall too immature to accept acceptance. Right now, we just tolerate their holiday because it keeps them quiet, until the day actually comes. But if I were president, I'd take the holiday away until they become more civilized. Now, I like black conservatives. At least they don't go around doing that shit that leftist black people do! But even black conservatives don't like what black leftists did to Juneteenth. I hear them talk about it all the time.

This is why I loathe Biden with such passion. He did not think about how black leftists were going to take a mean advantage of Juneteenth once they got it. And when it did happen, Biden most likely ignored the chaos it caused. But I didn't. I still remember it, clear as day. The first time the holiday was on the calendar, the first thing some black thug did was kill a couple of innocent black teenagers. For NO reason! I was angry because one of them was only 15. I think the other one was 19. That's not celebrating freedom. That's having hatred for your own kind.

Well, now that my birthday is passed, the only thing I will be celebrating this month is summer. But not for long. My sis is going back to ma's. I think ma doesn't want us to move! I told her my sis was going to spend some time in the place we want to move to, and now ma wants her there in Reno again. Well, I am grateful mama is still with us. We had quite a scare back there last month! I seriously thought she was going to die. I'm so glad she didn't. It's been 10 years almost that I lost my father. It still feels like yesterday. I'm not ready to lose my mama now.

Sunday, May 31, 2026

He Asked For It!

 OK, I said I was never going to talk to or about this individual again. But I got a message from Gray Stanback again (Yosemite Sam II). This kid just cannot seem to take a hint. I already told him several days ago to leave me alone, and he doesn't do it. I will answer this message, and then that is (hopefully) going to be the last time I say anything to, or about, him. Because this is bordering on harassment.

I KNOW YOU'RE NOT SCARED you little turd! But let's see if that holds up when you get a message from my lawyer.


"I have many friends who disagree with me politically. Many of them are even Trump supporters."

Well goodie for you!

"But that's not the reason I've grown to resent you. It never was."

I don't know when I ever hinted to this kid that I even cared.

"Your problems go far beyond mere differences in political opinions, however."

They aren't my problems kiddo, they're YOURS! This is strictly a YOU problem.

"You have an entire upside-down worldview, one where hate is strength, empathy is weakness, and vice is virtue."

Here we go again, with the "your views of the world is upside-down"! He takes cues from bullshit other leftists say then expects me to bend to his will.

"You have no empathy for other human beings, and when this is pointed out, you callously shrug it off."

Well, so what? I've never been a people person. You want to blame anyone for that, blame the bullies and fake "friends" who took advantage of me over the years.

" the systemic oppression of the poor and downtrodden-- who may be forced to turn to crime by their circumstances"

You mean criminals. No, I have absolutely NO sympathy for criminals. I don't care if that hurts your little fee-fees or not!

"but are still good people at heart"

Just posting this so everyone knows it's YOU who say this, and not me. So, rapists are "good people" to you. Murderers are "good people" to you. Child molesters are "good people" to you. OK got it. But just because you like them does not mean I have to.

"You accuse them of suffering from "suicidal empathy""

Yes I do, and that's a very real thing. There are times empathy can be dangerous.

"when if anything you are the person with a deficit of it."

Prove it then!

"You have said in the past that the only thing that would turn you against Donald Trump was a live video of him killing a puppy. This statement alone demonstrates how much of a psychopath you are."

So you are OK with rapists, murderers, child molesters and now animal abusers. You probably spend a lot of time on the deep web looking at animal crush videos. Which I consider disgusting!

" his crimes against humanity,"

What crimes has Trump committed against humanity? Tell me one.

"You have made blatantly racist statements in the past"

What comments have I said that are untrue and racist?

"comparing black people to apes"

YOU said that. I didn't.

"characterizing Muslims as violent."

I didn't say muslims. I said islamists. And yes they are violent.

"and I am hereby severing contact with you."

I certainly hope that is a promise. I already told you to get lost days ago. It's your ego and pride that keeps you coming back.

"But I will also see to it that everyone knows what a monster you are."

Go for it! Heck, you may even find a few people who will agree with you. It doesn't matter to me. Because I know of a lot of people who are sick of your leftist bullshit, and will back me up!

I really hope this is the last time I hear from this kid. He's not as good of a person as he thinks he is. If he was, when I told him to leave me alone, he would have done it. If he really were a good person, he'd have felt sad for Iryna Zarutska, who was minding her own business on a bus going home. Instead, little mister Stanback more likely felt for the man who stabbed her, unprovoked. So, he loves criminals and has more empathy for them than for victims. He has called my mom a druggie too. Which was totally uncalled for! I'm sorry people. I never knew Gray Stanback was that kind of a person. If I had in the beginning, I never would have allowed him into my life in the first place. But it is business as usual at metazoica.net! I'm continuing work on my site, and am even working on a new family to put up. Gotta finish all this!

Saturday, May 30, 2026

Today's Adventures

 Another bird expo sale today! This was the second part of my birthday gift this year. I was able to go to an exotic bird expo and get some more cagebirds. I love going to these! Whenever I can find one! Last year we went to Reno and there was a big bird expo there! It would have been bigger though, but a breeder from LA had a big accident on the way there. Of course I sent my prayers to them. Today's venue was a small one. Mostly run-of-the-mill finches, like zebras and societies. When we drove into the parking lot, my sis noticed the building wasn't very big. I told her "it isn't the size of the building that counts. It's the goodies inside the building!" I always go to big expo's like these in the hopes I will see something I've either never seen before, or something I've always wanted! Well, today I found both.

I went with a list of things I needed to find. But the only one I managed to fulfill was a male red-faced gouldian finch. I had one that I got in Reno last year. But he had some yellow feathers. He looked strange to me. I still loved him though. But he unexpectedly died. It was a sort of blessing in disguise. As much as I hate to say that. I mean, I'm never happy to lose a bird. But I didn't know what to do with him. He barely looked like a gouldian. Anyways, today there was a breeder selling gouldians there today, so I got a red-faced male. But she had no females, and those were what I really need. Nobody had female anything there today!

There was also a guy selling different kinds of exotic doves, and a couple of exotic hookbills. I almost got the elegant parakeets, but again, they were both males. One was younger than the other, and just getting into his full adult plumage. But even then, you could still tell both were males. I don't really need that. He was going to give me a good price on them too. A lot of his doves I'd only seen in books, never out in an expo. But again, no male-female couples! So I had to turn them down. I did find a couple of black-faced lovebirds, the normal colored ones! So I got a couple of those. But it was the next exhibitor that really made my dreams come true. He had a single male pytilia finch, also called a melba finch...

This is one species I've always wanted, and I've only seen them once before, back in 1992, when I went to my very first bird expo. I remember driving all the way from Castle Rock to Hillsboro to attend that expo. I spent every last penny I had on those birds, and back then, that was a big deal for me. But I did not get one of those melbas I saw. I was new to the hobby, and did not realize it would take me 35 years to see another melba finch. So, when I saw this one at the expo today, I was ecstatic! I snatched him up, even though it was a lone male. Now, I have to find a female somehow, and I hope it doesn't take me another 35 years!

The same exhibitor also had a species I have never seen before! Only in one book. It was a male-female pair of red-collared widowbirds!

I've never seen anyone who carries these! I did once have a close relative of their's, a paradise whydah. That was back in 1992 again, and I saw him with his mate in a pet store. The female died when I moved into a live-in babysitting job about a month after I got them, but the male went on to live a full life, and even started getting into breeding plumage shortly after the female died. I tried to find another paradise female for him, but they were hard to find, even back then. I was just lucky to find that couple in a pet store in Milton. I haven't seen any more since. But I am so grateful to GOD that I found these red-collared widowbirds there today! I snatched them up too. Normally, they sell for about $900. But this guy let me have this couple for $300. He said he had too many of them. Where has this man been all my life????

Tuesday, May 26, 2026

Suicidal Empathy

 This was the phrase I was trying to think of in my last post. This guy first coined the phrase in his book...

Video courtesy of PragerU (YouTube).

Leftists have this VERY bad. To a fault, in fact. And a detriment to America. It is this very thing that is going to destroy our country. I'm not saying empathy is a bad thing, but too much of it can be very bad, when it clouds a person's judgement at the expense of all else. Europe started letting islamists in. Islamists who had no intention of assimilating. Now, the original europeans are paying for it. All because one woman in Germany felt bad for past sins. I'm starting to think Jesse Lee Peterson was right. Women are trouble. And I am a natural woman. But women get far too emotional. That's why I think women should not hold positions of power. Unless they're conservatives. But definitely not a leftist woman. 

If you ask me, some people are not deserving of empathy. Criminals for one thing. All weekend long, I've seen nothing but George Floyd, and reminders that he died 6 years ago. I heard all this George Floyd shit and I say "Who cares?!" No one cares but leftists. All I know about George Floyd is he held a pregnant woman at gunpoint, and now I've just learned he pimped out women. Is that worthy of celebrating? The people who talk about George Floyd like he's some kind of deity, are the same people who think men should be allowed to compete against women in sports, and want men to be able to use female restrooms and locker rooms. And then they pretend to care about women's rights when Trump talks about implementing ID laws at the voting polls. I'll tell you, more women were harmed by George Floyd than would be harmed having to show ID at the polls. More women are harmed by men pretending to be women so they could have access to women-only spaces than would be harmed showing ID at the polls. I hate leftists for sure. I won't lie about that. They say they have empathy. But they are too selective about who they have empathy for, and why. They only have empathy for women who are against what Trump says. Trump wants everyone (not just women) to show IDs when they vote. I say there's nothing wrong with that. But leftists take a miniscule notion and blow it all out of proportion without knowing if something is really going to happen. Let's just see how many women lose their right to vote because their ID has a different name. If just one woman is refused her voting rights just because she didn't have the right name on her ID, then I will believe the Save America act is a bad idea.

But leftists want to raise this big fuss when nothing has happened, and most likely won't happen! But they fuss and frickle about it anyway, just so they can conjure up some kind of complaint they can use against Trump. It's ridiculous! Leftists really show the world their upbringing when they behave like that! Instead of waiting to see if some woman's right to vote is really taken away, they totally convince themselves that it's actually going to happen and start griping about it. Even when Trump (or anybody) has already told them this will not happen! But I'd have to see it actually happen with my own eyes before I would believe it. It's like back when I used to go to the voc school, and I'd get pissed off at someone, I'd say "I'm gonna smack them one of these days!" I never actually intended to do it, but I would say it anyways to sound more threatening than I was. It was my way of bluffing someone. Well, this guy I used to hang out with, his name was Craig Pajares, called me out on it one day. He said "You always say you're gonna slap someone, but I've never seen you do it!" I just sat back and smiled, didn't say nothing in return. I wasn't about to tell him it was just a bluff, then he'd go around and tell everyone I wouldn't really do it. But I think he already knew I wouldn't do anything months before. I think most other people there knew I wouldn't either. But they just laughed when I said that, or looked the other way. I'm too empathetic for my own good. I couldn't slap someone if I wanted to. I just said it back then to get someone out of my hair. Like I said, it was a bluff.

It's like when you walk near a wild animal and they act like they're going to attack you. Nine times out of ten, it's a bluff. They don't want to hurt you, they just want you to stay away from them, and leave them alone. My technique was the same principle. A wild animal will only attack if it's a female with young nearby, or if a person gets too close, and every other warning was ignored. I don't even like raising my hand to people. I hate people, but I'd never hurt anyone. Here's a funny fact, I even cringe giving people high-fives. LOL!

Well, we need to stop feeling so much empathy, most of the time it's misplaced. In the minds of leftists, empathy for everyone except straight, white men. But even they should have empathy. If I see a man walking in front of me, and he suddenly collapses, I'm not going to just laugh and walk on by. I'm not going to think about "he's white, straight and male" and not offer to help him. I'm gonna call someone to come get him to a hospital, if I can't do it myself. I'm gonna stay and see to it that man gets help. I don't care what his politics are, I don't care who he goes to bed with, I don't care how much melanin is in his flesh! I may not do mouth-to-mouth though, especially if it's a gay man, or trans. I'd ask a leftist to do it for him because chances are, if he's a leftist, his mouth smells like ass. Probably has particles of shit floating around in it too. What it is is what it is! It is mostly the leftists who have too much empathy. Again, not saying it's a bad thing, unless they are choosy about whom they feel empathy for. That's why I don't like leftists. That's why I wholeheartedly believe leftists are ruining this country. At least conservatives say they feel empathy, and actually mean it. It's not misplaced, it's not confined to any single type of person, despite what the leftists think.

One time I went to Coeur D'Alene, ID with my sis. I had a busted foot and could barely walk. Now, Idaho is a very conservative state. I'm not white, though I may look like it, but I got more patience and help from the people there than I did that one time I fell down and couldn't get up in Seaside, OR. In Seaside, the people just looked and walked on by me, even though I was down. Not one person asked me if I was OK. Not even the employees at the place I fell down at. The difference? Seaside is a leftist town in a leftist state. And leftists will only help someone who is colored, gay, trans, or another leftist. This was the first time I saw the difference between a leftist and a conservative. This was back in 2014, and I was still a leftist myself back then. But I could not have just walked off and left a woman who was on the ground without at least asking if she's OK. I couldn't do that. I guess I was a bad leftist.

Sunday, May 24, 2026

Peace In The Middle East!

 Well, Trump had another meeting today with the president of Iran. He promised there will be no use of nuclear weapons from Iran. If that's true, it's a massive victory for Trump and the USA! I want to believe it's true. It's not that I don't think Trump would get the job done. It's that I don't trust the leaders in Iran. These islamists have lied before, too many times to count. Take Mamdani for example. He lied about everything. His goal was not to create a socialist city out of NY. His goal is to kick out the jewish people there and have islam take over. The "free bus rides" and "free groceries" was just a scam to get him in a position of power. Then, once he's there, he'll move in more islamists. See, even islamists know how dumb leftists are! I guarantee you, no Trump supporters voted him in.

That's because Trump supporters are realists. We heard "free bus rides" and "free groceries" and thought "Who is going to support the cost of this?" When Mamdani said he would put extra taxes on billionaires, we said "It'll never happen!" Sure enough, where are those "free groceries and bus rides" now? Leftists hear "free groceries and bus rides" and they think "the Trump supporters are so dumb! They don't want people to have free gas or groceries!" That's the main problem I have with leftists. They think they're more "intelligent and educated" than anyone who would support Trump. They think Trump supporters are "gullible". I know how leftists are. They'll take this deal that Trump made with Iran today and tell each other "Trump had nothing to do with this peace deal!" They'll make up about 1001 phony excuses about who is responsible for this peace deal, and run with that. Not giving credit where credit is due. I'm sure Trump does not care what the leftists think (who does anymore?) but definitely Trump does deserve the credit. ALL the credit!

I still thank GOD for Trump. I also pray to GOD every day of my life to keep him safe. I will continue to do so as well. It's bad enough the leftists managed to take out Charlie Kirk. Taking out Trump would be completely devastating. Well, a picture of the last suspect who tried to kill Trump has been released. And wouldn't you just know it, it's a black dude...

His name was Nasire Best. He was 21 years old, from Maryland. Yes, he did die. Who cares though? No one but the leftists. They're probably apologizing to him right now because he got shot and killed. But he deserved it! I won't say I am happy, but I will say he deserved what he got! I still don't know about what happened to the other victim in this shooting, but my thoughts and prayers are with that person and their family. And again, thank GOD Trump was not hurt at all. Again, I blame the mainstream leftist media. They are the ones who put these false ideas about Trump in peoples' heads. So mentally deranged people like Nasire Best goes and carries out violent acts to try and get rid of Trump.

I don't know how leftists don't see the damage they do. I did pretty early on. I know it's wrong to kill. I joke sometimes about wanting to strangle someone, but I'd never actually do it. That's not cowardice either, like the leftists would have you believe. That's just good sense and good upbringing. It's obvious Nasire Best was a leftist. I often wonder where leftists get their upbringing from? Bugs Bunny? Or some cartoon thug? More likely they were raised by parents who thought spanking their child was too gruesome. Surely it's not easy, but I see too many examples of kids whose parents chose to negotiate with them rather than show them who's boss. I knew back in the 90s, this would happen! I knew trying to negotiate with kids, as if they were on the same level with adults, was not going to work. Because kids cannot negotiate. And that never takes the place of punishment.

Leftists always claim they are "on the right side" of things. Dumbest statement I've ever heard anyone utter in all my life! Let me tell you, if you laughed when Charlie Kirk was killed, you are not on the right side. If you wish death upon people just for having a different political point of view, you are not on the right side. If you are rooting for the criminals, instead of feeling for the victims, you are not on the right side. If you voted for Mamdani because he's an islamic person, you are not on the right side. If you think men should play in womens' sports, you are not on the right side. If you think murdering a baby in the womb is something to be celebrated, you are not on the right side. If you think we should keep DIE in place for workers, you are not on the right side. If you call people "racist", or "homophobic" or "transphobic" or "xenophobic" or any of those other crazy terms leftists made up without thinking, you are not on the right side. Being a leftist doesn't automatically mean you are a good person. There are times when there's too much empathy. Too much of a good thing is not good for anyone. For example, criminals who hurt people deserve no empathy. I have no empathy whatsoever for Tyler Robinson. I feel more for his parents than anybody else. They had to do the right thing and turn him in when he killed Charlie Kirk. I'm sure that was the hardest thing they ever had to do. But it was necessary.

This is another thing giving leftists away as being bad. For years, they called Charlie Kirk a "fascist", a "racist", a "transphobe", a "hater", and all those dumb names leftists always blindly throw around. Now, he's gone and never coming back. All it takes is to plant that seed into the head of one deranged person, and that individual will seek to harm that person they're just throwing the names at. Leftists cannot see that, because the media has them convinced they are "on the right side" of things. They really are not. Charlie Kirk was none of those things! He was just a conservative who told the truth. I remember a video he did some time ago, where a black girl accused Charlie of being "racist", because he was talking about identity politics with another student whose idea was basically, if someone says they are a woman, then they are. Charlie Kirk retorted back with "Can I be a black person?" All of a sudden, the black girl just pitched a hissy fit! She called him a "racist" for just bringing that up. I thought the black girl was nuts! She took all of what Charlie said out of context. He didn't claim he actually was black. He was just giving an example to this student, who claimed a man can be a woman just by saying so. So he asked the student if he could be a black man just by saying so too. Nothing racist about that. Black, leftist women are especially the worst! If someone like Joe Biden had said that, or anything similar to that, that black girl most likely would have at least pretended to know it was out of context. But since Charlie Kirk was a white conservative, she said he was being "racist" for saying that! It makes me sick! That's why leftists make me sick!

And if leftists think Mamdani likes his voters, think again! Of course they say the same thing about Trump. But I already know that. I didn't vote for Trump to become my "alternate daddy"! I don't care if he cares about his voter base or not. He cares about America. That's all I want. Trump wants what most of the rest of us want, a safe, clean country where we have rights and freedoms. Meanwhile, Mamdani is thinking about the losers who voted for him, and is laughing at them with the rest of his islamic ilk.

Saturday, May 23, 2026

Oregon Turning Red??

 Could it be true??? I want to believe it. Check out this video...

Courtesy of MattMorseTV (YouTube).

I can only hope it's true. I want it to be true. Then maybe we can move to an area on the coast, and not have to go anywhere else. As it is now, the leftards are driving us out. I really do not want to leave the coast, but I don't want to stay in a state that is overrun with leftists either! It'd be nice to be free in OR again, rather than worry if some antifa thugs are going to attack us wherever we go. I'd like to be able to go back to Portland again, without stepping on shit, or seeing shit in the water fountains, or smelling piss everywhere we go, or worried about being attacked and possibly killed on the streets. One place you definitely don't want to kiss the ground in is Portland. I'd like to go to the largest bookstore in the state. I'd like to go back to my favorite tropical fish store and start an aquarium up again. So many things I cannot do now, because that damn Kotex pad in the Capitol thinks there is nothing going wrong. She apparently has not seen the edges of the freeway lately. Every square inch is filled with tents and shit.

I'd have voted for Christine Drazen, but people think she's got some screws loose and is actually a RINO. This guy endorses Chris Dudley for governor. He says Dudley is all for eliminating men from womens' sports. So am I! That alone makes me want to vote for him. And he formerly worked in sports so he knows what he's talking about. I'm not even into womens' sports. But I hate seeing womens' dreams shattered. Where men don't have to deal with that. All they have to do is say "I identify as a woman" and they can get into womens' sports, locker rooms and rest rooms. And who knows how many of them are just saying that so they can be allowed in a woman's locker room? I'm telling you, if they go into a woman's locker room, looking like a linebacker, I'm going to definitely say they are faking their identity. Like Jonathan Yaniv. Or faking it because they want the trophies and medals, like that William Thomas, who took up swimming in girls' competitions because he kept failing competing against men. I refuse to call him "Lia" because first of all, I think that's an ugly name. Second of all, he's not a woman. I don't even really believe he "identifies as a woman". He's married to a woman.

Maybe if Dudley becomes the governor this year, I won't have to leave the coast. Though I don't want to stay in Tillamook! This is really the most BORING town on the coast!!!! The only thing it has going for it is the cheese factory. At least they do make good cheese! It's not coated with wood pulp, like the other generic brands. I'd rather move to some place more exciting! Like Lincoln City, or Coos Bay. Even Florence might be nice. My sis and I went through there back in February, and it was a cute little town.

In other news, I heard there was another shooting at the White House. Another leftist tried to shoot Trump, and got himself killed. So, he's burning in Hell now. An innocent bystander was struck by flying bullets, but I hope that person is OK. My prayers are with him/her. One good thing though, at least Trump was not hurt at all. Thank GOD for his security! Now, the leftists are going to do what they always do, they're going to say the shooter was a right-winger. I say they're dumb as dirt. So far, Trump has only been attacked by left-wingers. It wouldn't have happened at all if the shooter was a right-winger. Right-wing people don't kill for fun. If we did, Joe Biden would have been dead long ago. But he did not have anything to worry about, because right-wingers are more sensible and civilized than left-wingers.

You want to know how evil and uncivilized leftists are? Leftist nurses wish harm on patients who are right-wingers. Like the chick who wished a 4th level tear on Caroline Leavitt during her pregnancy. She was a nurse, and a leftist. She had no reason to wish harm on Caroline Leavitt at all. The only crime Leavitt committed against that leftist nurse was she works as the press secretary for Donald Trump. That's what hate does. Leftists claim they don't feel hate. But in my experience, leftists display nothing but hate. To wish such complications on an innocent person like Caroline Leavitt takes LOTS of hate! I'd never wish such a thing on anyone, and I am supposedly a "hateful Trump-supporter", according to someone who scratches his behind and sniffs his mom's panties while jacking off to himself. Some of the most evil acts I've ever seen humans commit has been done by leftists. And I've seen a lot of evil humans in my life! I'd wager anyone they were also all done by leftists. I just wouldn't have known it at the time because I haven't been political for very long. I just entered into politics in 2016.

Thursday, May 21, 2026

AOC As President? Oh NO!

 It's been rumored now for a while that AOC is thinking of running for president in 2028. OMG! That would be the worst thing to happen to this country since Obama. She hates billionaires. Just like her mentor, Bernie Sanders. He hated millionaires until he became one. Now, he's decided he hates billionaires instead. I think it's just plain, simple jealousy. The modern democrats have it somehow fixed in their heads that billionaires don't pay enough in tax. I don't know where they get that idea. They pay their share in taxes, just like everybody else does. The leftist democrats think Trump is to blame for this. But that is not true. Just like all their other ideas about Trump, they're wrong! Trump only cut taxes on people who make mostly tips. Like waiters, waitresses, those kind of people. He did not cut tax on billionaires. Bill Maher said it himself, he pays shitloads of taxes! Whatever you may think of him, at least he's honest. Democrats like him, I'd have a much easier time believing. He does not like Trump, but at least he does not spread lies about him.

Can you just imagine AOC as president???? I can, but I don't want to! It'd be a nightmare. She cares more about a fake identity than reality. She would let men compete against women in sports. Then she would pretend like she actually cares about women's safety. She would let illegal immigrants in this country, even if they rape, steal and pillage. She would allow Sharia Law to be enforced, probably all over the country, whether we like it or not. AOC is just too dumb to run this country in a way we need it ran. And she's a push-over! She would let other world leaders run all over her. She'd let them treat her more like a doormat than as POTUS. She's definitely not a fearless fighter like Trump is! AOC is against guns, but apparently, she voted to give the Ukraine weapons for war. She also says she's against war, but voted to keep the wars in Gaza and Ukraine going.

Remember on my last blog, I said how much she reminds me of this woman that went to the voc school the same time I did. This woman named Anita Charles. Every time I see AOC, she reminds me a lot of her. They're both equally as dumb! At least though when Anita was acting dumb, she wasn't hurting anyone but herself. But if AOC acts dumb, and becomes president, the entire country gets hurt, and thus the entire world gets hurt. I'll gladly put up with Trump's mean tweets as opposed to sitting back and learning what AOC will do to this country. People need to stop being so soft anyways! Whenever Anita would bellyache about me, I just laughed at her. And she would bellyache a LOT about me! LOL! Even though I never did anything to her, and never spoke 3 words to her. She just thought I was an easy target and picked me to complain about. I guess she had nothing better in her life to do. I don't want to be like that. That's why I can take what "meanness" Trump says, and laugh. Even him calling a reporter "piggy". Didn't bother me at all. The reporter deserved it!

One thing I learned over the years is if you allow people to make you angry, then they won. They have power over you. I don't like deleting comments people make on my videos, or this blog, because I am such a believer in free speech. It is regrettable. But some people are just out to harm others, and they cannot understand when get lost means "Get lost!" Plus, I am no longer getting paid by Google to put up with haters. So, comments from stalkers and haters, I have no choice but to delete.

Anyways, I hope AOC does not win. You gotta understand though, leftist democrats will vote for everything. And they won't even be aware of the damage AOC would do to this country, because MSNBC will hide all her faults and failures, like they did with Joe Biden. Or they will blame Trump for them, just like they do every time a democrat takes office after a republican. I cannot imagine a worse fate than having a dumbass like AOC as president. She'll play the victim card every time anyone announces her failures. It'd be like having a juvenile delinquent for president.

I finally figured out what is wrong with the kids of today. I heard about a teacher who got a complaint by a parent (the mother) that was angry that the school made her child learn about WWII. The mother asked the teacher if they could only talk about the positive side of WWII instead of focusing on the war and killing. The teacher laughed at the mom. You really can't make this stuff up! When I heard that, I was like "No wonder today's children are such pussies!" I have a distinctive feeling that today's leftist kids were raised like that, if things Trump says hurts their feelings so bad, even if what he's saying is not directed at them! Of course, they think telling a child "no" is as hurtful as breaking their arms. Life is not going to always be a Yes situation. If a child walks to the edge of a cliff, you're not going to say "go ahead" and let them keep going just so you won't hurt their feelings. If you are a real, caring parent, you're gonna shout "NO!" and go grab them before they walk too far and fall off the edge. That's what I'd do.

That could also be why leftists these days love Hitler so much. Because they don't know about the negative side of WWII. Parents don't want their kids to hear about that. But it's all true. How are parents going to teach their kids about people like Ted Bundy? Or Jeffrey Dahmer? Are they going to say these were good people? Or how about John Wayne Gacy? He played a clown for childrens' parties. Anyone just seeing that side of him would think "What a terrific guy!" Not telling kids about what he really did, just because a parent doesn't want to expose their child to violence, would be wrong. He killed young boys and buried them under his house. The worst thing is, I have actually met some kids who thought Ted Bundy was so handsome. Makes me want to do a facepalm!

Of course, my all-time hero is Dian Fossey. Some people would say she was horrible because she burned down tribal peoples' huts, and whipped them in the genitals with stinging nettles. But the people she targeted were poachers. And I put poachers on the same level as pedophiles. I mean REAL pedophiles. Not just people leftists think are "pedophiles" because he hurts their feelings. I mean real pedophiles, who touch kids inappropriately, or sniff their hair.

Sunday, May 17, 2026

TDS Is Real

 I always did like this guy! Look at this meme I found...

I couldn't have said it any better myself! It was brought on because of unequal treatment under the law, it used to be leftists were allowed to get away with anything. They could kill conservatives and get arrested, but then turned loose to roam the streets again with little more than a slap on the wrist. I still remember those days. Hardly anyone during the 2020 BLM riots were arrested for killing, stealing, tearing down buildings and statues, invading private property, starting fires, and more and more and more. Those who were arrested were bailed out by democrats using filthy lucre. Only white conservatives were arrested, like Kyle Rittenhouse. And when an armed couple decided to stand up to the rioters to protect their property, they got arrested and sued.

I HATE BLM! I should have that printed on a t shirt. They are nothing but a bunch of phonies! Even decent black people don't like them. A lot of black-owned businesses lost their business because of them. And the $90M they got in donations during that summer, went into the leaders' pockets. That's the dumbest thing they could have ever done. But thank GOD none of my money went to them! Nor did anyone in my family donate to them.

The point is, nobody in those riots suffered for their crimes. Only the victims did. And this Yosemite Sam guy wants me to feel compassion for criminals??? Fuck that!!! How about making criminals pay for their crimes again! I have NO sympathy for criminals! And it is light sentences like that that democrat judges hand out that is making this country unsafe. Not only that, but the leftist democrats look sooooo totally idiotic apologizing to these criminals! I would say they are doing this because of TDS, but these actions did not start or stop with Trump taking office. Even Biden did it. Well, I am through talking to Yosemite Sam II. Fuck him! He can hate me all he wants to now. Talking to him is like trying to reason with a brick wall. A brick wall with a mouth so big you could drive an 18-wheeler through it. He doesn't listen, just keeps making up lies...

"You are racist!"

"You have no empathy!"

"You want to see people hurt or killed!"

"You hate gays!"

"You hate trans people!"

"You hate anyone who disagrees with you!"

And yet wants me to disavow Trump. Now, he is saying he's going to go around and tell everybody "what kind of a person [he thinks] I am" which is a laugh! I told him that's fine by me! I do not care. I think he tried to break into my Google account this morning. Though I am not sure. I don't mind him telling people the kind of person he thinks I am, as long as he remembers to tell them that I did not say any of these things. HE did! Just like every other leftist, he tried to put words in my mouth. But hey! That's OK. I'm used to it from leftists. The only thing he got 100% right about me is that I care more for animals than people. I've always been like that. That is nothing new for me. I remember driving several of my school teachers crazy because all I ever think about is animals. But when he tried to put those words in my mouth, I would not bite, and that made him angry. I honestly don't know why such a thing would make someone so angry, maybe it's because the leftists don't want this vision they have of who conservatives are to be ruined. But yes, like the meme says, when they don't have an argument, they get angry. The only reason he can't get violent is because we're not in the same room. But he wants to come here in November. My sis and I will be ready. But again, he'd better hope I am still here. I kindof was hoping to have moved out before the end of summer. That's why we're going back this summer. We've been planning this move for over a year now. Since my ma and stepfather have been emotionally splitting up.

Leftists are the reason we want out. I've been struggling with it though, because I really don't want to move too far from the ocean. Every time I go out of state, people always ask me if Portland is really as crazy as the news shows them, and I always answer "Yes!" Leftists themselves, are as crazy as they come. That's what I find so inspiring about this meme. I thought it was a mental problem too. However, one has to have a brain to have a mental problem, and leftists don't have brains. What brains they do have is more like a tape recorder. They use it to pick up lines from other leftists, and just repeat what they're told. The sickness is in their soul. That's why so many leftists look and act like they're soulless. Their soul is sick. That's why when a leftist learns the truth, and turns over to the republican's side, they make this transformation that is like night and day! Check this out...

This may be AI generated, I don't know for sure, but the results I notice have always been the same. On the left is the woman as a leftist. Big, dark-rimmed glasses, butch haircut, more wrinkles than a shar pei puppy, I think I even see the nose ring, and she doesn't look happy at all. The woman on the right is MAGA, and she looks a lot happier. Hate makes you ugly, and love makes you beautiful. That's also why I tell people I am not MAGA. I only love my family and a few select friends. I'm not MAGA, I am a conservative. I'm not MAGA, but I am America First. MAGA people wear the hats, and I don't. I like Trump, but I don't consider myself a MAGA fan. The leftists look at the negative Trump does. Conservatives look for the positive. Though I am not a leftist, I do notice it when Trump does something wrong. I'm just not going to dwell on the negative like leftists do.

It's like my schoolteachers complaining because all I think about is animals. Leftists make me sick because all they dwell on is when Trump makes mistakes or bad decisions. They're also very annoying! Donald Trump going after Iran's leader was no accident. And it's what the Iranian people really wanted. But the leftists think they know better than the Iranians. The leftists want to tell them they were better off under a dictator. They did the same thing when Venezuela was finally freed, and they were saying "GOD bless Trump" for freeing them. The only people complaining were the American leftists. Me, as a conservative, I was happy to see the citizens of Iran and Venezuela happy to be free. My heart melted for them. I wanted to hug them and say "Welcome to the free world!"

Leftists wanted the people of Iran and Venezuela to be oppressed under a dictator regime. You know the saying "misery loves company"? Well, the leftists love being constantly angry and sad. So they want everyone else in the world to feel just like they do. The leftists are not even being oppressed. That's something Obama made up when he told black Americans that white people are "inherently racist". That's a term you never would have heard any American say before Obama brought it up! That's why I say the brain of a leftist is more like a tape recorder than an empty slate. They heard Obama say that, and then all of a sudden, black people were like "Let's all kill whitey!" That was the first moment of the great divide in this country.

As much as I absolutely LOATHE Obama, I will say he did some good things during his presidency. He eliminated Osama Bin Ladin for one thing. There were a couple other good things he did that I agreed with. At least you cannot say I had ODS. But you tell a leftist you hate Obama, and without hearing anything else, the tape recorder they have as a brain immediately rushes to the tape that says "You hate Obama because you are racist." And you can't say anything else about it. Because, like a tape player, they'll just rewind the tape and play that response over and over again. That is why I genuinely hate talking to leftists. They are ALL like that. Yosemite Sam II is no different. He can fuck himself for all I care now. I'm through with him.

I think it genuinely does something to a person's soul AND mind when they keep repeating the same thing over and over again. Or even when they just keep hearing the same thing over and over again. Go try and figure out humans.

Saturday, May 16, 2026

The Hunt For Hantavirus

 By now, you've probably all heard about the virus that has been let loose on a cruise ship. This virus is particularly deadly, it's hantavirus. You get it by coming in contact with infected feces, or saliva. Particularly by deer mice (Peromyscus). There are several strains of the disease, and the type found on the cruise ship is the Andes virus, which is known to be carried by the long-tailed pygmy mouse (Oligoryzomys), which is mostly found in the Andes regions of South America.

I first remember hearing about hantavirus back in the 1990s. The year 1994 was particularly a bad year! I heard what happens to people when they get this virus. It causes fatigue, fever, chills, one woman went into a coma, and coughing up the red stuff. That's the part that scares me the most. But the Andes version of this virus is much worse as I understand it. It can be spread human to humans. The symptoms are much the same. But it's the only hantavirus version that is transmissible from human to human. All it takes is one cough, or drinking from the same cup as an infected person. Some people have even brought it to the USA, and now the leftists want to blame Trump for that. I just count that as more leftist bullshit hijinks. Trump is not a deer mouse!!

Some people are calling this "the next covid". GOD I hope not!!! If it does become that, it'll be MUCH worse than covid-19 was! It'd also be more contagious. Covid though was a man-made disease. It was made in China, at the Wuhan Labs facilities. It was also funded by people like Bill Gates, the Clintons and Obama. They used that on people as some kind of desperate coup to get Trump out of office! Did you notice how Covid-19 hit just before the elections that year? And now that we are getting close to the primaries, it's happening again, and the democrats are going to start using the same fear tactic that they did for covid-19. I never wore a mask during covid, and I never got sick! My sis did, but it only lasted about a week, and she got better from it. Neither of us got the vaccine. I would have trusted the vaccine better if Trump had funded it. But the democrats didn't want to use the vaccine that Trump funded. They thought they could come up with a better one. Well, the democrat-funded vaccine did kill off the virus, and several recipients of the vaccine too! Those that survived most of them have respiratory and cardiac problems now that they did not have before they took the vaccine. I didn't want to chance it myself. I have enough damn problems with asthma as it is!

I remember my doctor even asked me if I wanted to take the vaccine. I told her no I don't. But I did get a flu shot, as well as a shot for pneumonia that year. I've had pneumonia before. It SUCKS!!! It was right after I moved to Reno. At first I thought it was valley fever--a fungal infection-- but it turns out it wasn't. My new roommate at the time had contracted pneumonia from a friend, and so I got it from her. I'm not blaming her, I don't want it to sound like I am. I still like Donna a lot, even though I hadn't seen her since I left Reno. But she was good to me the whole time I lived there. I actually hated to leave her in the end.

Anyway, my biggest worry now is the democrats will spread Hantavirus all over the USA, just so they can blame Trump for it, and scare people into not voting for him. Well, the not voting for him part won't work with me. I still like Trump. There is NOTHING the democrats can say or do that will make me turn on Trump. Not at this point in the game. Trump cannot run for office again anyway. But you can bet I will be voting for him in this year's primaries. I still truly believe GOD intended him to become our president. After 4 assassination attempts, I'm pretty convinced GOD meant for this to happen. I just feel so bad that the leftists keep trying to kill him. But see, that's why I won't turn on Trump. Because the only people who say shit about Trump are the leftists, and I'd no more believe leftists saying Trump is bad than I would believe cows crawled out of the ground via a dormant volcano! Remember, these are the same people who think Obama is a good person, and he's the one who really divided this country. It wasn't Trump! It wasn't Bush! I'd go so far as to say it wasn't even the Clintons, and I can't stand them either! It was no one but Obama. That's why I hate Obama with such passion! And his division of this country is causing leftists to become too radical.

There's only one thing that will make me turn on Trump. Most people who know me know what it is. I'd have to see a real-life video (not AI generated) of Trump biting the heads off of puppies or kittens. And I know that won't happen. Trump was the one who made animal abuse illegal. Remember how mad I got because some BLM rioters killed an innocent puppy back in 2020? That is why I absolutely abhor BLM now! That's another reason to HATE Obama, because he supported BLM, even if they did abuse animals. And for what? For an ugly, stupid ogre who overdosed on drugs and died because of it!!! They make me sick! I don't blame the police for that! I don't blame Trump! It's nobody's fault but BLM that the poor puppy is dead. If that had been any of MY dogs, I'd have barged through those rioters with a crowbar! I'd have gotten medieval on their asses!

The only good thing that came out of those BLM riots was knowing I was right all along about the covid-19 virus. It was nothing but bullshit! A scare tactic from the democrats. I thought it was funny that nobody else was allowed to gather in such large groups, except the BLM rioters. That's what led me to believe the whole covid thing was nothing but bullshit!

Friday, May 15, 2026

The Mask Comes Off

 This is disgusting! I couldn't even watch the whole thing! And here for a while I was beginning to believe the rumors of Michael Jackson molesting children were not true. Well, this video kinda contradicts that!

This is an interview he did with Oprah back in the 90s. MJ explains how he loves doing things for kids. But the one thing about this video that made me sick is the bedrooms he keeps in his walls. Not only do they have heart-shaped pillows on the beds, that's creepy enough as it is! But the front side of the rooms is all glass. What did MJ do? Watch the children sleep or something???? That's more than just creepy. That's fucking creepy! This kindof kills the theory that MJ was not a molester. I wouldn't want my kids sleeping there! I'd be packing them up and taking them home as soon as I saw the big windows on the bedrooms!

Who the hell makes a wall out of glass in a bedroom??? When I come into my bedroom, the one thing I'd want is peace and privacy. I don't want where some weird dude can watch me sleeping! And MJ had children himself. Though his kids give him a good revue as a father, I'd actually be kinda worried after seeing this! Were his children paid off to say he was a good father? Were they lying? I hate to destroy any child's views of their father. But after watching this video, I've really got to wonder. The kids were so young when MJ passed away, were they aware this was going on in their father's house?? How does it make them feel? Were they just jivin' with us when they said what a good father he was?

It's funny the things the common person will let their favorite celebrities get away with. Not just MJ, but also Obama. Obama also employed ICE to get rid of illegal immigrants. His methods were harsher than what Donald Trump has had to employ. Yet when Obama worked with ICE, the leftists were all for it. Now that Trump is doing the same thing, the leftists want to abolish ICE, defund and destroy them. I hope it never happens, but the leftists are sure trying hard. I think it's because they think Trump is specifically targeting colored people. The reason I call leftists "stupid" for coming up with that conclusion, is because they always want to accuse Trump and other conservatives of "racism". I wish they'd shut up about that! There is nothing "racist" about sending criminals back to their country. If they want to rape, pillage and kill other people, then go back to your homeland and do it there! Our soldiers did not die just so you miserable, whiny leftists could change the culture!

Thursday, May 14, 2026

Kaitlin Bennet Stays Calm

 While Kamala Harris flips out! And leftists call Kamala Harris "classy". That's a joke! Kamala Harris is just like every other leftist; every time she is proven wrong, she loses what's left of her mind! I found this article today where Kaitlin Bennett is on CNN's The Lead With Jake Tapper, sitting across from Kamala Harris. I got this summary of the program from a page called Clarity Rising...

🔥 “THE ENTIRE CNN STUDIO FELL SILENT”: Kamala Harris walked out of “The Lead with Jake Tapper” after a tense live exchange with Kaitlin Bennett 👀
Kaitlin Bennett appeared calm and composed on CNN’s “The Lead with Jake Tapper,” sitting across from Kamala Harris in what was expected to be a sharp but routine political conversation. Yet within minutes, the broadcast turned into one of the most talked-about television moments of the night in America.
From the very beginning, tension could be felt inside the studio. Jake Tapper questioned both guests about the current political climate in the United States, growing social division, economic anxiety, free speech, public trust, and the role of the media in shaping national debate.
Kamala Harris repeatedly criticized Kaitlin Bennett’s political messaging, arguing that her rhetoric was “reckless, divisive, and deeply disconnected from the responsibilities of public leadership.”
Kaitlin Bennett did not interrupt.
She sat quietly, her hands resting on the desk, looking directly at Kamala Harris.
After several minutes of tense back-and-forth, Jake Tapper attempted to ease the atmosphere and steer the discussion toward another topic. But Kamala Harris spoke again, this time in an even firmer tone:
“You present every criticism of your views as if it were an attack on freedom itself.”
The air inside the studio immediately became heavier.
Kaitlin Bennett leaned forward slightly, then answered in a calm but ice-cold voice:
“No, Vice President Harris. Difficult questions are not dangerous.”
“What is dangerous is when ordinary Americans begin to feel that their voices only matter if they fit inside a script already written by political insiders.”
The studio fell almost completely silent.
Kamala Harris responded immediately:
“Do not try to portray yourself as the only person in this country who understands what Americans are going through.”
But Kaitlin Bennett still did not raise her voice.
“I don’t need to play a role,” she said calmly.
“I’m simply saying what many Americans have felt for years: that they are talked about on television panels, in campaign speeches, and in political talking points — while their real concerns are often ignored.”
Jake Tapper once again tried to regain control of the conversation, but by then the discussion had almost entirely turned into a direct confrontation between the two political figures.
The cameras continued to capture Kamala Harris’s increasingly tense expression and Kaitlin Bennett’s strikingly calm stare.
Kamala Harris then spoke even more forcefully:
“You are using emotional slogans to divide the country!”
Kaitlin Bennett looked directly at her and delivered the line that, according to many viewers, seemed to freeze the entire studio:
“Loving your country is not a slogan.”
“Defending the voices of the people is not a performance.”
“And what is truly painful today is that more and more Americans are no longer afraid to say what they really think.”
For several seconds, nobody spoke.
Kamala Harris then suddenly unclipped her microphone, placed it on the desk, and stood up.
Jake Tapper appeared visibly surprised, and everyone in the studio seemed to realize that an extraordinary moment had just happened live on air.
Before leaving the studio, Kamala Harris turned back toward Kaitlin Bennett one final time and said:
“I will not participate in a conversation where everything is reduced to political theater.”
Kaitlin Bennett remained completely calm.
She did not answer.
She did not try to stop her.
She did not lose control for even a single moment.
She simply sat motionless and watched as Kamala Harris walked out of “The Lead with Jake Tapper” studio.
Minutes later, clips from the broadcast began spreading rapidly across American social media. Some viewers argued that Kaitlin Bennett’s cold composure had thrown Kamala Harris off balance. Others said the entire scene revealed just how tense and polarized American politics had become.
But one thing appeared again and again in comment sections across the internet:
What people remembered most was not simply that Kamala Harris stood up and walked out.
It was that Kaitlin Bennett never lost her composure for a single second.
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The link leads to an article, not really to a video. In fact, I can't find the video anywhere online. It may be a fake article, but I still thought it would make a good topic. I was telling a used-to-be buddy earlier today why I hate leftist democrats. He's no different than other leftist democrats! Unfortunately, it's someone I used to like. Kinda sad really. But oh well! Just like leftists hate conservative republicans now, we hate leftist democrats. But the reasons between the two are like night and day! The leftist democrats hate us because they *think* we hate minorities, which is untrue! We hate leftist democrats because they go around lying about conservative republicans ALL the time! And their lies have already gotten some conservatives killed, like Charlie Kirk! And almost, Trump! And I don't think that's the least bit funny, good or kind!
Leftists call themselves "good people" and call those of us who support Trump "bad people". The problem is, they only *think* they are good people. That's because the leftist mainstream media has them convinced they are better than conservatives. But they are WAY wrong! I don't call someone who calls for killing anybody a "good person", I don't give a shit why they believe they have to do it. You never hear of conservatives calling for killing anybody. That's because we actually have good morals. The leftists just think they have good morals. But they really don't. Conservatives are the ones who have good moral character. We don't kill people, and we don't want to. We don't want to see people hurt. We don't want to see kids being mutilated. We don't want to see babies dismembered in the womb. Whereas leftists do nothing but talk all the time about how they'd like to hurt, and even kill, conservatives. They talk about abortion like it's a trophy hunt and they got the deer with the biggest set of antlers. They think it's OK to mutilate kids because other leftists told them "it's reversible", when it's not, and leftists blindly follow that. Leftists never admitted it, but so far we've found there is lasting effects to these drugs and surgeries.
I understand Robert DiNiro is regretting his vote for Mamdani because he is taxing him into the poor house! Robert DiNiro is a hardcore leftist, and never misses an opportunity to bash on Donald Trump. I'm surprised he hasn't blamed Trump for putting Mamdani in office! He has no one to blame but himself and the rest of the dumbshit leftists! I once heard someone say insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result every time. And Robert DiNiro cannot tell me he did not hear Mamdani say on the campaign trail "We're going to have free groceries and bus rides, and it'll all be paid for by the billionaires!" One thing I always asked was "What happens to all that when the billionaires leave?" I never, for one second, believed Mamdani was going to be able to provide free groceries or bus rides for very long. He may be able to trick the leftists into believing that line, but conservatives are too smart for that! And what did Robert DiNiro think Mamdani meant when he said that? Did DiNiro think he doesn't qualify as a billionaire or something??? If you ask me, Robert DiNiro is a big dumb cluck if he thought that wouldn't apply to him! What a stoop!!!
From now on, when I hear Robert DiNiro shit on Donald Trump's head, I will shit on Robert DiNiro's head! It serves him right! He brought on this Mamdani crap to himself, and the rest of NYC! Like I said to this fake "friend", I hate irresponsible people! And there are few more irresponsible people than those whose philosophy is "vote blue no matter who". It's attitudes like that that brings misery to this country. I would hope to say DiNiro learned something from this. But it's impossible. Like I've said many times before, leftists are incapable of learning anything!